Ko-Fi Posts Masterlist

Here’s a list of all my Ko-Fi posts so far, in a handy list for you to navigate.

Short Stories and Deleted/Experimental Scenes for Members

The short story “Gerald” which appears in the hardback edition of The Crows is available here for members only: https://ko-fi.com/post/Gerald–Short-Story-for-Hardback-Edition-R5R176HQD

The short story “Dinner For Two” is more a slice of life scene, available for members: https://ko-fi.com/post/April-Letter-2023–Exclusive-RickyOlly-Short-Sto-T6T8KP3YM

Deleted Scene 01 from The Day We Ate Grandad (5.5K) is available for all supporters, one-off and monthly: https://ko-fi.com/post/THE-DAY-WE-ATE-GRANDAD-RickyLayla-deleted-scenes-T6T8KQTME

Deleted Scene 02 from The Day We Ate Grandad (5.1K) is available for all supporters, one-off and monthly: https://ko-fi.com/post/THE-DAY-WE-ATE-GRANDAD-RickyLayla-Deleted-Scenes-L3L7KQTRI

The first five original chapters of Thirteenth (~28K of content), scrapped when the novel timeline shifted, as I couldn’t make these line up with a midpoint that worked or build to a climax that worked, and I didn’t like the first chapter as an opening: https://ko-fi.com/post/May-Bonus-Content-J3J1L2FBQ


Serial Novel with Annotations

I wrote an AU novel based on The Crows and annotated each chapter as I went, and did posts explaining my writing process and comparing first drafts to later drafts. If you’d like to check these out, you can do so below. All the posts are now hyperlinked to one another so you should be able to just scroll to the bottom of each post and click through to the next one (or jump back to the previous post).

  1. Part 01/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Intro to the novel with CWs, annotations on Ch 1 and full text, plus embedded song for vibes: Queen, I Can’t Live With You, is a Ricky/Raven vibes song, as I wanted to set up the differences between why they split up and why Carrie/Phil split up.
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  2. Part 02/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: JP Saxe feat. Julia Michaels, If The World Was Ending is a good Raven/Ricky song but also works for Wes/Ricky a little bit when they were younger. Ricky is definitely not alloromantic: he could be aroace flux, or greyromantic and asexual/greysexual. He grew up under Section 28 and like a lot of us took a while to figure out what the fuck was going on with him. I kept the canon thing of him not really using labels for himself, except in this case when he’s trying to explain himself to other people.
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  3. Part 03/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded song: You’re Not Alone by The Mowglis
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  4. Part 04/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: As Good As It Gets by Little Hurt – maybe a Ricky vibe song, but also an AU Wes vibe song
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  5. Part 05/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: This Bird Has Flown by The Ghost Club
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  6. Part 06/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Carnivore by Bear Attack! – A Phil/Carrie vibe song
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  7. Part 07/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. End of Chapter 2! Embedded Song: Two Out of Three Ain’t Bad – Radio Version by Bonnie Tyler (cover of the Meat Loaf song) – this is another Raven/Ricky vibe but not 100% accurate… but definitely a vibe.
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  8. Part 08/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Semi Kinda Right by One Flew West
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  9. Part 09/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded song: Thorn In My SideRemastered by Eurythmics, Annie Lennox, David Stewart :::: Carrie/Phil dynamic??
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  10. Part 10/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Calm Down by Burn The Ballroom
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  11. Part 11/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Medicine for Melancholy by Rivers Cuomo
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  12. Part 12/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded song: Rollercoaster by Bleachers ~ more for the vibe than the lyrics, but this could be a good rollercoaster of STUFF/emotions scene when I’ve revised it properly.
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  13. Part 13/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: D&D + Asexuality by Skull Puppies
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  14. Part 14/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: All Out of Tears by Z Berg
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  15. Part 15/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. This is the only one bed scene, reimagined after a night out. The whole experience is very different. Embedded Song: My Body – 2020 Remaster by Young the Giant ~ dance vibes
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  16. Part 16/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: I Wanna Get Better by Bleachers
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  17. Part 17/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Skeleton by Set It Off
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  18. Part 18/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: I’d Lie For You (And That’s The Truth) by Meat Loaf – chosen because Carrie lies to the police about who Ricky is, but also it’s got all the drama as a song, and it just fits the energy xD
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  19. Part 19/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Hypocritical by WATERS ~ basically the anthem of Ricky/Raven’s relationship, but I think also there’s a bit of the Raven/Dahlia sisterly dynamic in there as well, and quite a LOT of Wes/Ricky…
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  20. Part 20/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Humming Bird by Alex Clare, which picks up on something Ricky says about Carrie.
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  21. Part 21/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Happy by Young Rising Sons – this is both a Carrie and a Ricky song about the difficult, non-linear process of healing and mental health with some hope in it.
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  22. Part 22/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Alive by Meat Loaf, which Wes wishes Ricky wasn’t at this point.
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  23. Part 23/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Dirty Sexy Money by The Struts — this is the one I was thinking of when Corrina says ‘dirty sexy money’, and it sort of fits for here too!
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  24. Part 24/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Infinitely Ordinary by The Wrecks – this is for the first part of this section where she’s realising that life with Ricky is actually very mundane, and occasionally she’ll have to react to very ordinary fuck-ups, and that she’s quite good at doing this.
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  25. Part 25/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Hold Me Down by The Happy Fits – Carrie and Ricky are pretty good for each others’ mental health and grounding each other. It’s Ricky’s turn to do this for her now.
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  26. Part 26/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Trampoline by The Unlikely Candidates – I like the vibe of this for Ricky who is trying to move past a lot of baggage and enjoy what he’s got.
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  27. Part 27/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: What You Do To My Soul by Air Traffic Controller
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  28. Part 28/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. Embedded Song: Heroes by David Bowie
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  29. Part 29/30: AU Carrie & Ricky with annotations. This is the final part of the story, Part 30 is the Chapter 1 rewrite post to show how I go back to things and restructure/revise. Embedded Song: King and Lionheart by Of Monsters and Men
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  30. Part 30/30: Embedded Song: Army Of Me by Christina Aguilera. This is not what I went with for Chapter 1 of the novel in the end. I have the whole novel, revised and edited, in my Ko-Fi shop to buy. Members get it free. It’s not on general sale: it’s a Ko-Fi exclusive novel.

Monstrous May 2021-23

Monthly Fiction

  • APRIL REWARDDinner For Two, a short story (handwritten first draft), Ricky/Olly exploration writing, pure self-indulgent fluff.
  • March 2023 – Postcard from Olly (MC of The Sussex Fretsaw Massacre) who has taken Ricky on holiday to Portsmouth
  • February 2023 (Part 2) – Journal entries from Nathan Porter’s journal outlining his unethical experiments in 1952
  • February 2023 (Part 1) – Postcard from Wes, buying a house in Wiltshire for Katy
  • January 2023 – Letter from Katy where she explains how she’s been dumped (by a Hunter)
  • December 2022 – Yule card from Carrie
  • November 2022 – Card from Carrie, and some Journal pages from Nathan Porter’s journal dated 1943
  • October 2022 – Card from Carrie explaining how they found more journals by Nathan Porter, and sharing some pages with you.
  • SEPTEMBER REWARD: Free eBook Novel to download in the Ko-Fi Shop (still available for all members).
  • AUGUST REWARD: serialised annotated novel, first draft, posted in sections for all members. See above for the full list of posts.
  • July 2022 – Letter from Olly (MC of The Sussex Fretsaw Massacre) who is now working for David Wend
  • June 2022 – Letter from Carrie, updating you on the aftermath of the latest drama
  • May 2022 – Letter from Katy, currently at Uni, updating you on Wes’s subterfuge and her vigilante activities, and Ricky & Olly’s visit to her
  • April 2022 – Wes invites you to his and Katy’s birthday celebrations at his nightclub and confesses his interference in Katy’s life
  • March 2022 – Letter from Carrie, updating you on the latest Olly drama (how Olly comes back into their lives after The Sussex Fretsaw Massacre)
  • February 2022 – Letter and Recipe Card from Carrie
  • January 2022 – Letter from Katy updating you on her vigilante activities and setting you a riddle to guess. The riddle’s answer is here.
  • December 2021 – Yule letter from Carrie, explaining the Yule rituals
  • November 2021The first ever letter! This is from Carrie explaining halloween traditions with Ricky and how they work.